Monica A Lagarde

Mannequin.
Overtime all the time. That is my job!
No salary. No identity. No life but still they used me
In modeling of their business matters.
Cussed “life” is what they give me to
Astonished that people who sees me.

A perfect body and fixed face      I only have.

Lifeless. Will you let me borrow your life?
An attainment if you let me so!
Gee! What a dream!
Aware of this reality.
Revealing what I feel.
Dealing with this endless time.
Entrap in this form forever.
-                   Dhez (09:45 pm 09/19/10)


Catherine Fabro

Castle.
A princess lives here.
Tale. It’s my story.
Handsome prince came,
Entering the big gates of my castle.
Raindrops landed when you came
Imperfect moment for them!
Nymph of beauty.
Educated, brave handsome.

Fairy tale in disguise.
An antique story.
Bon voyage for the couple! I am
Rising from the entrance and now
Owning this castle.
-          Dhez (10:07pm 09/19/10)


Coke float

the ice makes me calm down.
the coke makes me feel alive.
the soft vanilla ice cream comfort me and the chocolate syrup makes me happy.

the courtesy cup let me try to feel happiness
and the straw makes it happen.

the receipt makes me hold my memories
and the tissue wipes the stain i made.

i had it.
i am holding it.
i let myself taste this so called happiness.
i expected it will make me happy...
but my expectations disappointed me.

this coke float supposedly solve my problems!

as i finished drinking, i realize, it can't take away this so called sadness...


-des 07/22/10


gngwa at tnpos s jeep hbng nsa byahe...

A Hard step

every single step is hard to make
every single step is hard to understand
every single step is hard to control
every single step is hard to accept


because you just let me go...

walking with you

walking with angst is really hard
walking with guilt is weak
walking with silence is blind
walking with sadness is lonely
walking with love is failure

i stop and think of looking back.
i felt I didn't have the guts to accept
that when I turned back...


I will see you keep on walking away
from me...