Coke float

the ice makes me calm down.
the coke makes me feel alive.
the soft vanilla ice cream comfort me and the chocolate syrup makes me happy.

the courtesy cup let me try to feel happiness
and the straw makes it happen.

the receipt makes me hold my memories
and the tissue wipes the stain i made.

i had it.
i am holding it.
i let myself taste this so called happiness.
i expected it will make me happy...
but my expectations disappointed me.

this coke float supposedly solve my problems!

as i finished drinking, i realize, it can't take away this so called sadness...


-des 07/22/10


gngwa at tnpos s jeep hbng nsa byahe...